Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Why does my mother still think she can tell me what to do????????

This is what I feel like doing when I get told what to do.

I'm nearly 40 for fuck's sake and she STILL tells me not to swear, not to sit like a man, to be a lady, blah, blah, fuckity blah!

I get so fucking sick and tired of being told what to do. I just want to be left alone to be the person I want to be, and if that's a swearer and sitting like a man then why the fuck shouldn't I. 

BUT NO!

My mother still tries desperately to make me into her and instill her 1950s fucking rules she was raised with. Never mind the fact her father was a fucking arsehole who did shit to her and her mother sat back and did nothing about it, so why the fuck would I want to abide by shit like that?

I just want to be me. Why is that so hard for someone to leave their kids to be. This is 2013, I'm nearly 40 and I'm so fucking sick and tired of being conformed into her rules.

Just fucking leave me alone and let me be me!

2 comments:

  1. It's the eternal question. I get told "You're over sensitive! We can't say anything to you without you taking it the wrong way!" My argument though is that I'm not over sensitive, I'm standing up for myself. Just because I don't immediately say "Oh, of course, I'll change all my plans and actions immediately" doesn't mean I'm touchy.

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  2. Ugh exactly!

    Most days it seems like my life is run by someone else's schedule, and that sucks!

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